I'm up late, trying to utilize the time I have in between sleeping :) My due date is in 20 days!! I finally went to the store and purchased some things to take with me to the hospital for the baby. Its not that I haven't been interested in getting things earlier, its just that things have been so hectic this summer, I've just been handling one thing at a time. But as the days drawn near, I'm starting to see that its very necessary that I get prepared.
I honestly feel a little overwhelmed and also excited. I think its because I know my life is about to get a little more hectic, and it will at least temporarily take me away from my commitment to getting my music ready. I have a 17 month old son, whom I absolutely adore, and I feel myself being a little nervous because he's still so young and I don't want him to feel unloved in anyway, ever. I know most parents in my position have the same fear, so I'll just play it by ear :)
I know, I know, their are many people out there, who would trade places with me, at the drop on a dime, to be able to bring a life into the world. Believe me, I'm very thankful, just need to figure out how I'm going to balance it all.
My commitment to motherhood is very strong and my commitment to my purpose is just as strong. What I'm finding is that I'm just going to have to make a commitment to be the best I can in both areas and try to be as organized as possible. Please keep me and my family in your prayers!
Love you all and thanks so much for reading my blog!
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